So for those of who dont remember I was supposed to go in for my cd 3 testing for rpl (repeted pregnancy loss). The doctor gave me birth control pills for after the blood was drawn,but had to have "carefull dtd" until then. Dh and I were "carefull" we avoided dtd around know past ovulation times.
Well being this was the cycle of my m/c my body has been out of wack along with my hormones. I wasn't too concerned when I didn't get my period on cd28 since its right after my m/c. I was hoping it would come so my cd3 wouldn't land on a Saturday or Sunday.I was expecting my period any day since I was getting cramps and then they would go away.So I got a little concerned when I really realized that my cramps weren't consistant and going away and coming back so frequently.
So I decided to test today and I got a (bfp) its light but very real.
I feel so crappy part of me feels like I have doomed this baby,because clearly there is something wrong with me cause this is my 4th pregnancy in almost a year to the day!!!
I feel like I'm the most irresponsible person in the world. I just pray that this little one is the mirical that we have been hoping for.
I just can't belive that I got pregnant so soon after my m/c since I do only have one tube!
I feel so embarrsed that I allowed this to happen,but at the same time I'm hopefull but expecting my hopes to be crushed.
Thank you for listening to my vent! (hugs) you guys are the best!

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I am praying that this is your Thanksgiving Miracle baby. Everything happens for a reason. Sending you lots of sticky vibes!!

Your in my prayers too. I totally get all the emotions.
It's a hard place to be.

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With each baby there is new hope. Take it one day at a time. I will be sending tons of good thoughts your way.

how long ago was your mc? Im just wondering because your HCG could still be up a bit and cause a BFP! It took a month or so for mine to get back below 5.
I will keep you in my prayers and send lots of good and sticky vibes.