I'm not sure where to post this but I figured maybe this would be good place...
Sat night (More like Sun morning right before I got up for the day) I had a HORRIBLE nightmare. My bil tht lives with
us was just leaving for work. 10 minutes later he comes back in and we were joking with him, "Oh, did you call in or something?" and then my kids come RUNNING to me, TOTALLY fear stricken! So i asked what was going on and go no answer. i asked Douglas, "Where WERE you guys?" No answer and he seemed afraid of getting in trouble so I asked again and he kinda looked at me, VERY afraid and said, "Someone put
us in the garbage can outside." He looked like he thought it was ALL his FAULT. Sienna and Athemia couldn't/wouldn't let go of me and then I woke up, clawing at
dh's arm. The scariest thing is none of
us heard ANYTHING. Both baby monitors were on and everything, but we ehard NOTHING.
Seriously though, what kind of mother am I that my sub-conscious would think up something like this? I just don't get it!
Dh doesn't understand that I just need to talk about, he says it just shows I'm a good mother and that I'm worried about my kids and always thinking of them, but I just don't see it! I feel jsut awful and I am SO scared that something is going to happen! And now only one of our monitors is working so I'm even more afraid.
Dh is on 3rd shift AGAIN this wek, so that doesn't help either.
Dh says it was just a dream and I can't live my life worrying about it, but I can't help but worry! This crap happens and it's scary!!!!!!
What can I do to get this out f my mind and stop WORRYING so much???
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Now I lay me down to sleep,
I pray the Lord my tears to keep.
My baby sleeps in Heaven's arms,
Peaceful with angelic charm.
Lord take my fears and grant me a kiss,
from the Angel Baby I so miss.
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An angel in the book of life,
Wrote down our baby's birth,
And whispered as she closed the book~
"Too Beautiful for Earth."
---Author Unknown
The worst nightmare I've ever had. 
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