Hi. I'm 38, fed up of relationships which don't end in my hopes and dreams of marriage and family..................so just like you, I am trying to conceive on my own. I haven't been successful yet, though, it is so disheartening....let alone so darn hard to do it totally alone without a partner, a husband, a supportive person and to bear all the expenses alone. Currently I'm on my 7th cycle- I have done 6
IUI's with no luck between 11-03 and 07-04, then had a laparoscopy in late August. After a 2 month break, I started my 7th cycle post laparoscopy. Now I'm waiting. Sometimes I think I have no hope left in me. I feel quite alone in this, dreaming of things people get without asking. It's been a rough road, and I started to make myself informed by searching for support places like this one. I was happy to read your e-mail and to know I'm not alone. Now you'
re not alone. By the way even our names are so close....though I spell mine differently. I wish you good luck....and keep trying. I don't blame you for not waiting. Each time a boyfriend, potential fiance failed to make a commitment to me, I thought I'd never have my dreams of having a family come true. Until I decided to take matters in my own hand and try on my own. What are you going to do when nobody wants to do it with you? It's not how nature intended, but already at 38, do I have any time to wait til another guy really comes into my life and wants to marry and do this with me?