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hopetobemomofthree 12-06-08 04:26 PM

...I am back. I tested positive Sunday-Wednesday. Wednesday I went in for betas. I got called Friday and the number was 17. So I was concerned. It wasn't an hour after my call that I wiped and saw the dreaded spotting. I went back for additional betas yesterday (won't know those numbers until Monday), but it doesn't matter. Today around 5am I started bleeding heavily and with clots (sorry TMI). I have been bleeding all day long.

God has spared me physical pain and for that I am grateful. But I am so heartbroken that the thought of the loss paralyzes me and threatens to suffocate me. I have been through this before and KNOW that God will bring me through it, but it is hard sometimes to trust in that. I will trust though. God is good, he can't be anything else, it goes against his nature.

Please keep Dh and I in your prayers, particularly at Christmas time. But if anyone understands my pain it is God himself, after all he lost his only son also.

Thanks for your support and onto CD#1.

3Princes 12-06-08 04:39 PM

I missed you guys but I certainly didn't want you back here! I am so so so sorry. I have no idea what you're going through but I wish you peace and comfort. :hug: Again, I am so sorry. :cry:

AshFind06 12-06-08 05:29 PM

Ah I am so sorry I know how bad it hurts I wish no one had to go through that.

Valleygirl 12-06-08 06:35 PM

I am very sorry. I hope the love of your family during the Holidays helps you get through your pain.

alb526 12-06-08 08:07 PM

I am so sorry. You and DH are in my prayers.